150% Done with your shit

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Well I'm sick of people's shit that is for sure..
people constantly lying to me, pretending to be there when they are not there for shit. You know who you are. I don't need to point you out. I think messing with peoples feelings is a low you won't ever get up from. I'm also tired of people asking what's wrong and then back the fuck off after probing you for hours about what's wrong and that  they'll help, like, how about stop being rude?

I am also sick of fakes. People just being my friends to get watchers? Like really? I mean, I don't mind promoting, but these people are just being stupid and now that they have a sudden 'fame' they want to upstage me?

Well let me tell you all something about myself unless you haven't noticed: I am so damn in secure,.  I am not famous, I don't do cosplay for fame, because honestly that's just low in my opinion, if you happen to get well known while doing it for fun then that's great. I never expected  to get more then 30 watchers. I am a below average person, I live to support my friends and I am straight forward. I also do not ever think anything I do is good enough.

Onto this 'upstaging' bull shit, I feel honoured you think I'm worth your time to try and beat. Well I should not say try because you already have beat me. This is not a competition.  Its a damn art site for people to SHARE their works. But if you make it one: You won. Happy assholes?

I am currently fucked off and damn sick.
Not just a damn flu but a damn disease that I fight like a fucking bitch and it hurts. Cosplay is the only thing that makes me forget it and its people like these assholes that just.. UGH.

Don't ask who. Iwon't tell you.
Don't ask what I suffer from. I promised myself I would not because I don't want pity. I want to be treated like I always have been. I am fine.


And yes I will stay because I don't want to leave the few people worth my time ( including the dearies who watch me and appreciate my works). Especially these guys::iconepirmenos::iconthatanimecosplayer::iconsealiax::iconcondy-candy::iconpwheartgal::iconforevertheunderdogs::icontriadtiger:

P.S And I am hopelessly in love with somebody.  Shit. You really do know how to make me fall don't you.. I won't be with you though.  I promised you.
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condy-candy's avatar
A-fucking-greed. I hate it when people try to upstage each other on a website meant for sharing. AND HEY, NOTE TO ALL YOU DAMN ART THIEVES... THAT'S NOT WHAT THE "SHARING" IS. They need to fuck. off.